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Bill Kaulitz What I See Part 2

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I laid on my bed for atleast an hour before any of the guys came up to check on me. I could hear them downstairs laughing, though I could not hear what was being said. I guessed they had just carried on like nothing had happened after my scene. I felt torn, part of me was relieved that they hadn't taken it seriously, but I almost wanted to spill my heart out to Tom.
     All these thoughts were cut off by a soft knock on the door. I sat up and faced the door, wiping tear-streaks off my face. "Yeah, come in." The door opened and Georg stood in the doorway looking awkward. My furrowed my eyebrows, disapointed and surprised. Why didn't Tom come to see me, he was always the one to do that sort of thing. "Where's Tom?" I asked in a dull, mono-tone voice.
"Oh, uh, he went over to some girl's house or something." I didn't say anything. The room was quiet for a couple minutes, I was hoping he'd pick up on the notion that I didn't want to talk to him. He obviously didn't. He slowly walked over and pulled the desk chair up to the bed. He sat down and studied me. I sat indian style with my shoulders hunched over, picking my fingernails so I wouldn't have to look at him looking at me. I wondered what he was thinking about me, but didn't bother to ask.
"So..all that downstairs earlier," He finally spoke. He was trying to get me to open up on my own, but I'd decided he would have to drag it out of me if he wanted to know. I kept my mouth closed, just looked down at my hands.
     "You're not afraid of dying, are you? Those death articles have never got to you before." I shrugged. "It's not because they said I'd died, it's the way they had me die." I glanced up to catch Georg's expression. It was as if a light instantly turned on in his mind, and now he knew. I could tell he was stifling a laugh as he said, "With anorexia?" I involuntarily flinched at the word. Georg noticed this. "God, Bill, you don't actually think you're-oh, come on."

TOO TIRED TO WRITE MORE, finishing tomorrow!
DISCLAIMER-Bill Is NOT anorexic and I am in no way endorsing that idea, it's just for good reading.
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seriously, you-you... don't leave it now! you gotta continue asap! i mean i want to know..... what next!? omgomg this is perfect!!!!!